Oh kapten hussairi!

Kira-kira, lagi (bilang ngan jari) kurang seminggu boyfriend i nak tamat latihan kat Kedah. Oh God, i can't wait! Tak sabar sebab tak sabar nak tengok dia passing out dengan jayanya. Tumpang happy sebab segala susah-payah, penat-lelah, penderaan jiwa, mental dan fizikal dia berakhir. Tak suka sebenarnya bila dia kena 'dera' teruk-teruk macam tu (walaupun pada dia sebenarnya tak ada apa), masa rehat kurang, makanan kurang enak (menurut beliau), dan juga masa untuk i kurang (masa mandi kurang tak?). Tapi bila fikir balik, semua ni membentuk disiplin diri dia. Jauh di sudut hati, i'm absolutely proud of him.

Kita jumpa 3rd December nanti di Subang! ^^,

Jikalau.

Suka sangat layan movie If Only ni coz mesej dia sampai kat jiwa aku dengan sangat berkesan (kalau tengok sampai nangis-nangis, bukan berkesan ke tu?). Memang bukan cerita baru, memang bukan cerita yang tengah tayang kat pawagam. Mungkin agak basi, tapi kisah cinta antara Samantha dengan Ian (ian, bukan L) ni memang sangat touching. Moral dia, don't take things for granted, learn to appreciate.

Rasa nak nangis bila scene Samantha bagitahu Ian kat restoran after her graduation concert;
"Ian, i know you have the best intentions, but i just feel like i'm a very high second priority for you. That hurts. And the worst part is, i'm starting to get used to it. That's what kills me."

Lagi satu, dalam diary, Samantha ada tulis dan Ian terbaca;

"They say, there is always someone in relationship who loves more. Oh God, i wish it wasn't me."

(i wish it wasn't me either)

Last-last scene pun terharu jugak bila Ian cakap kat Samantha (bila Ian dah sedar yang selama ni dia take for granted je perhubungan diorang);

"I have to tell you this and you need to hear it. I've loved you since i met you, but i wouldn't allow myself to truly feel it until today. I was always thinking ahead. making decision out of fear. Today, because of what i learned from you, every choice i made was different and my life has completely changed. And i've learned that if you do that, you're living your life fully. It doesn't matter if you have five minutes or fifty years. Samantha, if not for today, if not for you, i would never have known love at all. So thank you for being the person who taught me to love and to be loved."
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how often do i say or you say 'i love you'? do you really mean it when you say 'i love you'? do you really feel it?

Appreciate those who loves you and who you love. Show them you really love them, because there is no way of knowing what would happen tomorrow.

Meng - anggur.

Tak tahu nak gambarkan betapa seronoknya hati bila hari-hari boleh bangun pukul sepuluh pagi. Tapi takdelah sampai miss subuh okey. Terjaga pukul 6 lebih bila mama kejut lepas solat subuh terus raba-raba bawah bantal carik handphone dan dengan pantas wish good morning kat tersayang via sms. Dia reply, senyum lebar-lebar, tepuk-tepuk bantal, tarik selimut, tido balik!

10.00am

Terjaga terus bangun sebab teringat baju kotor banyakkkkkk belum basuh (adik-adik boy ramai maklum ler). Tengok dalam sink banyak pinggan kotor (adik-adik punya angkara juge) terus basuh, sapu-sapu rumah sikit. Kul 12.00 mandi terus siap-siap nak ke kedai abang. Sementara menganggur ni, tolong abang kat kedai dia, ada juga faedahnya. Dapat lah lepas topap nak sms-sms boyfriend. 

So, sape-sape teringin nak makan ketam boleh la singgah Mee Ketam yang terletak di seksyen 7, Shah Alam (belakang Unisel). Kami sedia memberi layanan istimewa. Hehe.

So, tunggu apa lagi, Jum!! ^^,